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Still Some Time has passed.

May 28th, 2015 (01:53 pm)

So.. I have been on tour with some of my favorite musicians in this scene... and I work selling ProAudio Gear now. Moving to Queens in the very near future.. and going to some awesome festivals this year.. I don't think I can complain.

Artemis Demise [userpic]

What have I been up to?

September 4th, 2014 (03:28 pm)

I am no longer in the military. In fact my life is so vastly different. I've been on here randomly posting writings of mine.. so here is an actual update. I've been out of the military for two years. When I got out I went to Cosmetology School, where I did graduate.. prior to completion I walked out of one of the most toxic relationships I've ever been in my life. The year of my life I will never get back.. and $8k of debt I'm recovering from STILL. I worked in a salon for a few months.. I will never do that again. I still do hair on the side (and I'm quite good at it... ask darkhand, djdyztort or eviladam69). I then went to school for Esthiology.. basically as a time filler while I received a stable income. During this time period I began working as booking agent for a company that .. well.. dropped the ball on all of their clients when the owner decided to disappear because life was too hard for him to handle his responsibility. Most of my clients fled to http://www.darkersideoflight.com. Que Troy Hilton.

Troy contacted me to assist with his now newly doubled roster. I began actually doing my job and then some. I enrolled in SAE (School of Audio Engineering) in NYC where I am nearly completed so that I could go on tour with my clients and be a more effective Tour Manager.. in the process, I began freelancing as an Audio Engineer, opened my own business, became inspired with writing music again, and started to love my crazy, mixed up life.

So this is where I am now.

Artemis Demise [userpic]

testing

September 4th, 2014 (01:49 pm)

testing.. testing

one... two..

one ... two..


pork chop sandwiches...

pork chop sandwiches...

one .. two.

Artemis Demise [userpic]

Blissfully Ignorant

January 25th, 2011 (09:30 pm)

Don't mistake silence for ignorance
I'm observing from the sidelines
Don't think I'm not onto you.
You're words are stained with lies.
I've done all that I can for you..
And all you've done is disregard
I'm done trying
Go elsewhere crying.

You've only used me
When I've been nothing but genuine
You've only abused me
Mistaking my kindness for being meak
Blissfully ignorant
You'll go on with your pathetic life.

Have the courtesy to call me out
When you think things are awry
Sneaking behinds backs won't help you
You'll only be told lies
You say you can't stand the drama
But it's the center of your life
I'm done trying
Go elsewhere crying.

You've only used me
When I was your only friend
You've only abused me
Then stabbed me in the end.
Blissfully ignorant
You'll go on with your pathetic life.

Artemis Demise [userpic]

(no subject)

January 22nd, 2011 (10:28 pm)

The last post I've actually made was a year ago.

I thought good things would happen in 2010, and I wasn't necessarily wrong. It was a decent year. I have greater expectations for this upcoming year. I WON'T make the same mistakes and fall into the same habits. I'm going to be 26 this year, I begin my late twenties in route to 30. It's time to get the priorities straight and be the best person I can be.

Artemis Demise [userpic]

No hope in absolution

January 22nd, 2011 (02:15 pm)
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current location: 40.2018,-74.0097

There's trouble in paradise
It's infested with parasites
It's burned down to ashes
The ruins are smashed in
Don't look to me for absolution
I offer you no resolution

I am not a saint
And I'm not your savior
I'm just a fucked up girl
Getting by in this fucked up world.

Dreams are for the delusional
Hopes are the pathetic minds
It's time we face the facts
It's time to face an execution
Don't project your weakness onto me
Your faults are rifts with reality

I'm definitely no saint
And I am not your savior
I'm just a fucked up girl
Trying to own this fucked up world

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Artemis Demise [userpic]

Renounced

January 22nd, 2011 (02:12 pm)
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I cannot lead you
I do not know the way
I will not follow
You cannot see the path
I can't walk beside you
We are no longer equal
Now is when I leave you
And maybe some day, maybe
You'll uncover your eyes
And find the path for yourself

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You did this to yourself..

June 11th, 2010 (05:39 pm)
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current location: 40.0935,-74.0368

The space between us grows
There is no closing the gap
You're on a different plane
There is no coming back
It's been a long time coming
We've all known this day would arrive
You're no longer part of me...
Just a memory fading with time

I've come into my own
After all you have sewn
Your cover's been blown
I see through your facade
You're not the person I know

Fitful lies turned to reality
Or is it? Do you know?
Can you distinguish between the lines?
Can you see through your own disguise?
You are the cause of your own demise.
I've washed my hands clean
There's nothing left from me..
You're not my problem anymore
You were never the solution you thought you were.
It's time to move on
And let go of me.

I've come into my own
After all you have sewn
Your cover's been blown
I see through your facade
You're not the person I know.

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New year

January 4th, 2010 (01:46 pm)
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current location: US, New Jersey, Ocean, Point Pleasant Beach, Harvard Ave, 226

Great things shall happen for me this year. I have a good feeling about it.

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Unbelievable

January 2nd, 2010 (12:01 am)
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current location: US, New Jersey, Ocean, Industrial Pkwy

It's really hard to think that after much effort and patience and stress and mental anguish you go through over some you care about, they just decide to be a complete asshole and dump you five hours into the new year. I tried to work everything out, was put through massive amounts of stress, but still tried. And he buckles in the first real argument we ever had in four years, and gives up.

Here's to you. Way to be the biggest asshole ever in the creation of time. It's probably best this way.

What I need is a real man. Not some man-baby whose hand I have to hold to get them to be a big boy and to learn to live life self-reliant. God for-fucking-bid he ween himself off his mother's tit and learn to be a functional adult at almost thirty years of age

 

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